is that you're so naive. you say you don't care when you do. you say you won't when you will. you say you're done when you know you're only getting started.
you obsses when you shouldn't. you care when there's no need to. and you believe things you know aren't worth believing.
so when DOES it work? we want what we can't have. we reject what is more than available. when do we reach the perfect balance?
DO we ever reach that balance? or is just another one of those things that we believe when there's really no need to. or maybe we believe it becasue we have to be sure that there is at least a little hope out there. be it fictional or not.
by nature are we not monogomus? more than happy to be just held by one distinct set of arms.
but what if those arms don't care what they're holding? and are more than happy to switch it up every few days.
we know when we're doing something stupid yet our minds, bodies, and souls make us compeled to be NEEDY. but who likes needy? i know i don't. it's not a very attractive quality. but when we don't need they do. and when we do they don't. so if we don't care they will. but we won't care that they do so what's the point?
it's like a never ending cycle of disappointment.
so we know better
but why don't we do better?
perhaps because better is only a figment of our imagination
and we know that
so we do what is available
and maybe that's just the way it always will be.
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